Shame Movie

Just have to say that Shame is a brilliant movie that makes you think that their really are people out there with a sex addiction. But sadly today's society views it as dirty, and prefers to hush it all up. But a sex addiction should be taken as seriously as a person with a drug or alcohal addiction. In all their own way all addiction are dirty, but all three need treatment. It may not seem so but a sex addiction can interfere and possibly ruin people's lives. Society really should treat it like any other addiction instead of hushing it up and open to talk about violence or other addictions willingly.

Prometheus "Shavid"

So I was reading into the Prometheus movie, and found a lot of controversy about David's "admiration" with Elizabeth. The winning side in the arguement is that David is starting to "feel" something towards Elizabeth. My opinion, is it's  big MAYBE David could or is starting to feel something for Elizabeth. I say that because of his actions in the movie. When the crew woke up David was by her side the whole time while she was barfing, calming her, and he didn't check on the others even though they were also barfing. Even before they woke up, he would watch her dreams, and I'm assuming he watched no one elses. After her c-section, when she stumbled into the room Weyland was in, David got up quickly and went over to her and put his coat around her and helped sit her down, which he didn't have to do considering the fact other people were in the room and would have taken care of her. And later we find out he carried Elizabeth's cross necklace, which is unusual, especially the time  he carried it, on a dangerous journey, knowing what might happen. After the ship crashed crashed, he contacter her, telling her he was afraid she was dead, and seemed highly relieved she was alright. To me David is starting to feel emotions, he just doesn't know how to react about them. He says he doesn't know what want is, but he seems to feel it, as he stated he'd like to see Weyland die so he can be free. He stated also that he was disappointed in his creater, which is also a feeling. Then when he stated he was afraid Elizabeth wasn't alive, to me it shows that he does feel, if he cared so much for her well-being. So to me, he is starting to feel something for Elizabeth. Plus he started calling her by her first name, and not the others. So it seems he feels, but is unaware of it, nor doesn't know how to respond to it. And to me one reason he could be "feeling" something for her is that she never teased him or rubbed it in in a rude manner about him being not human. So a "Shavid" possibility? Perhaps so.

Shame

Seems like yesterday, 
where you went out of the door. 
Seems that you ran away, 
from the fear inside your heart. 
You closed your fragile eyes, 
you cannot see the tears I cry. 
Oh you. 
I never realized, 
that everything has gone to end. 
I try to understand, 
why's that worn inside your heart. 
You hurt me deep inside, 
I cannot see the truth you hide. 
From me. 

Shame, within your eyes. 
Reminds me why I'm here. 
Your words can bring me down, 
cause you will never feel what I felt. 
Pain inside my soul, reminds me what you've done. 
The world is standing still, 
cause you will never see, what I see. 
Cause you will never feel, what I feel. 
Cause you will never see, what I see. 

I should be strong enough, but I'm weaker then before. 
I will be free one day, when you let go my heart of bless. 
I hope that it won't break, cause it's not yet the time for me, 
to die. 
I leave the past behind, I don't look back on all my dreams. 
And now I understand, why's that worn inside your heart. 
The pain is blown away and now I see the truth you hide, 
from me. 

I see this loyalty in you. 
Can smell the perfume on the trail. 
I'm feeling bad, my soul is bruised. 
I feel this honesty in you, I never thought that this is true. 
But now I know what love can do. 

Shame, within your eyes. 
Reminds me why I'm here. 
Your words can bring me down, 
cause you will never feel what I felt. 
Pain inside my soul, reminds me what you've done. 
The world is standing still, 
cause you will never see, what I see.

Expensive

It's official, the state I live in is the most expensive state in the US..California. I mean Jesus! Lowering pay, raising prices, not enough jobs. Our government must really be on crack. Just because we're the most populated state does't mean government has to take advantage of that. Instead of the Golden State it's more like the State of Greed. Whoever moves here must really be out of their mind. I wanna go live in Washinton state..yup, they're way cheaper, don't take taxes out of your paycheck, and all in all a friendlier, and much more beautiful state. I really wish I could do something..